I am back in Hell

Have you seen the scene from udta punjab movie where shahid kapoor shouts "party over 'go' homeeee!!!" . Exactly the same has happened with me but when my party got over I had to 'leave' homeeee!!!. It feels depressing to live here , as if my soul has been sucked out of me.

1.Wake up at 7

2.get ready

3.browse phone (Youtube , Quora , Reddit I hate reddit)

4.have breakfast while going through Dainik Jagran(should be of Prayagraj) on phone

5.catch bus and scroll phone again

6.reach college and stroll here and there if I reach early(I always reach early) again scrolling my phone

7.A garbage teacher starts taking class ,The teachers here shouldn't be called professors it would leave a blot on this honorary post.

8.Have lunch which I just eat for the sake of eating. If humans could have survived without eating then I would have forgot that this Garbage college has a mess too.(Did I tell you that scrolling is mandatory while eating)

9. again attend classes and pray for them to get over

10.bid farewell to my only friend and run like a maniac to catch bus while simultaneously praying that I get a vacant seat. After a dreadful run for the bus and getting a seat ........... you might have guessed it ! yes ,scroll phone .

11.Return to hostel and wish while taking a narrow glance that roommate is still attending classes so that I can have peace.

12.Rot in the same room for the whole day, jumping back from chair to bed

13.pick up phone scroll, open reddit then quora then youtube then whatsapp and this goes on and on. This is depressing.

14.March to mess at around 8-9 to have 'food' , you know why the apostrophe

15.Dial home , this is the most happening part of my day .I express sorrow , dullness , loneliness ,stress, ,failure over this call .Always keep them worried .My mother always comes up with the same solution that she would shift here and live with me. Trust me I don't want her to suffer this. I don't want her to be my mistress for my comfort. I just want to return home. This place isn't for me.

16.wake up until roommate decides to sleep.

17.I am not even able to sleep here. I am not even able to sleep. I wake up atleast 5 times.

The vicious dreadful, depressing, disheartening, demoralizing , doleful cycle continues....

1.wake up at 7..........