Is It for me?

Surprisingly , this year IIT Kanpur (the conducting body for year 2025) has increased the attempts for JEE Advance from 2 to 3 which meanssss I am now eligible to write JEE Advance exam this year . However , this is not something I rejoice in. I am aware what happened to me just a few months ago. My expectation to even write the exam was shattered. I will not commit the same mistake again. For 'now' , my only goal is to write the JEE Main exam which is scheduled to take place In January 'next' year .But I'll have to keep in mind this 'next' year is just a few days ahead. I just want to go home for now. Just be In Prayagraj for a few days . No, not for few days but 'forever'. NIT Allahabad is a great escape for me. I Imagine being in my hometown and that too just a kilometer away from home. I promise I will not live in illusion and I am adamant in doing so.

I will continue writing a blog each day after being satisfied with my academic performance for the day.

But the major challenge I face daily is that I am lost in transition while choosing what to study. whether I should study for college to atleast fulfill the bare minimum or or or just keep studying for JEE. But what I have apprehended is that I have to juggle and balance between the two. An hour or completion of a topic a day is enough for college. However, I have failed to do so.

And for the JEE ,I am going to give it everything , especially Chemistry. So, I think this is enough for today. Let's meet tomorrow and I will update you about it tomorrow .

Bye Bye take care

Pic : Unacademy building 7th floor Kota